im really tired.
why strike it out if im gonna read it anyway?
*sighs*.
i dont know. why do i always screw things up? its all my fault, so why are you sorry? it always has been my fault. i never intended to lie to you, i just kept it from you. if it hurts you that much, i told you, i'm sorry. but you dont have to go all like that and pretend that its nothing in front of me. i know you more than you do. but im just (really)27634982549653 sorry about it okay? could we just drop it? is it like i've been lying to you my whole life?
why some people gotta get up all in my face telling me things that i'm not doing right?? what the fuck? its as if the whole world revolves around others but me. fuck the world. i never get my shot at what i want. well im sorry if im the one hurting you, its me okay. im hurting people. i never get hurt. right??? well. so it seems.

okay. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault. it's my fault.

and you don't know what i want?
okay.

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