kill these thoughts.

hello world.

let's just pretend everything's normal when it's not, and everything's fine when they're never. honestly, i would be wasting my time and energy to actually type out what happened, so let's just let it rest. i've truly, had enough.

so okay. school's been the same, assholey. ahhaa. people in school getting stupider i wonder where they've stuffed their brains. perhaps where the sun dont shine. (ahha inside joke.) anw. besides @#$@!% teachers and lame subjects people do make me laugh and let me breathe for a little while. thanks goodness i have people whom i can count on always to make me smile, even for a while. when night falls, and i just can't take the overwhelming rush of emotions, every feeling just comes out as tears. i guess its true when they say, just cry it all out.

enough of all that shit. (: can i just not go to school ? can i just not wake up every single day to face the friggin world? mannn. i'm tired. *sighs* and oh, from this day forth, valentine's day is a waste of time, and i HATE cupid. (:

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