give me another reason.

hey world.

i took my own sweet time waking up today, and then texted baby to see if he was awake. but he's working again today so.. ): . mum and nana went out, dad's working, iqah's working, ... ): . i cant go out either cos obvioulsy dad doesnt have keys. bleargh. im feeling down.

i still have to finish up on my malay homework, even the pages which was overdue for a decade and thankfully were not marked yet. i even have to finish my d&t folio cause i have been skipping the extra classes for god-knows-why and yet im still here chewing bubble gum, hopping thru blogs and friendster profiles.
what the hell is wrong with me?
i wonder.

these days, im so oblivious to teachers and schoolwork calling me. im flunking my favourite subjects, which really bothers me, but i try and push the thought of it at the back of my head. i know avoiding the situation is easy. but thats not what i should do, right? . damn. i feel like just submerging myself in a jacuzzi for as long as i want to and still not get bloated or wrinkly and stay alive. *sighs deeply*.
i cant blame anyone else but myself and my lack of discipline. ( eew, listen to myself, ) and the thing is, i just dont want to really regret it later on in the year and wished that i had done better.

in the morning, instead of posting, i read my archives from the past few months last year around october until now, and i realised how things change. wow. know what, let's not even go into that.

and yes. right now i shall choose to deal with homework later, and now. i shall curl up in bed with the comforts of air-conditioning, and read my book. and drift off to a land called ; here.

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