don't.
To you.

It really sucks to see you like this. i know this period is a rough time for you. well it is for me too. family problems are just something we can't control and it's bound to happen. to everyone. i guess you dont even have a clue as to the extent of mine. whatever it is, im just pretty sure its the same, if not worse, than yours. but all this doenst give me any right to think that's its okay to hurt myself physically. at least i have the mindset that doing all those things won't solve anything. are you even sure it makes you feel better? baby, dont do that. you think yu do that to relieve the inner pain, but do you have any idea how i feel?
You tell me how you feel. about yourself, about your life. when you say you feel useless, think. how do i feel? how do the people who care for you feel? they'd feel that they're a failure cause they can't even be there to make you feel better about yourself. i feel that way right now, honestly. so please stop hurting yourslef, cause it's hurting me much, much more on the inside. i love you, and that's a fact that will always be.
So spare yourself, spare my feelings.

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