Forget it.
I don't know about anything that's been going on in your life,
and now it seems,

I'm always the last to know.

None of ya'll know how difficult it is in this family, where she doesn't get the true meaning and nature of actually having company and friends, she just doesn't get it, and I'm close to giving up on trying to get through to her.

Nor will you all understand.
Did you all know that I'm trying my best ?
Did you all know how much its hurting me inside ?

It's all going down the drain.
Everything I've worked hard for, everyone I've tried to help, everything I've wanted to achieve.
It's like I'm falling into this blackhole full of pain and anger, but I just can't seem to fight back. And those who told me they'd be there, they themselves are turning their backs to me and I can sense that they're giving up on me too.

One by one.
Tear after tear.

And it's come to the point where, in truth, I'm not even going to bother picking up the pieces.
Really, I am giving up.


Oh, sympathy, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

But thanks for being here with me, baby.

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