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the tears feel hot on my face and my vision is blurred as i type this out. i just dont understand. im sorry that i dont want to pick up your calls cause i just cant talk right now. im all alone at home feeling miserable. whatever. its my fault. and it always will be, so i would like to apologise. im sorry when i do things you dont like me to. im sorry when i hide things from you which i had no intention of doing. im sorry i dont have as much freedom as you. im sorry its always my fault our plans mess up and we fight. im sorry that im am the cause of the fights we have. im sorry there are many other girls out there who deserve you more than i do. im sorry there are times when i just cant seem to understand you. im sorry that i have issues with some things you just cant understand. im sorry that sometimes i just feel the opposite of what you tell me. im sorry that im a bad girlfriend. im sorry im just not good enough for you. im sorry if i cant explain what i meant in this post, so just dont ask me about this. Labels: this love; |