lifeless.
hey world.

like omg, days of not updating. honestly, school seems to be sucking the life out of me, moreover with the stress and annoyance i get from dumb guys, stupid individuals, and family shits. gahhh, i need a break but common tests are only a week away. *squeeeeals.

i tell myself i should study like, seriously and push out all the dumbshits that take up my time and also energy, not to talk about money. goddd. i've been easily broke lately. thanks to no more monthly allowance ever since mum found my cigarette case, but whatever. i still buy it whenever i do have money. i havent kicked the habit yet, and it dawned on me, cos instead i've gotten heavier. -.-" sighs.

but whatever it is, i gotta swear when i say that i have actually spent time revising on subjects and actually listen in class. heck, i may not always complete my countless assignments but at least i know what the fuck is going on, right. haha. so anyway, im disappointed with zul like big time. he left again today when we were in the middle of doing d&t. i think im immune to him. -.-" i swear i think his hobbies include cracking up harsh 'jokes', and disappointing people. a huge whatever to you.

faatin has alwyas been there for me on those times i can't get a hold of anyone else, and i gotta thank her for listening to my crap and giving me sane advice. haha. i gotta hand it to you if i ever get over him, okay. love yaaaa.

i've been seeing more of lenny and fadhilah lately and i gotta say i love their company. they gimme a sense warmth knowing that they're there for me no matter what i do, and they know i do for them too. woo, i love you guys.

sitibaybee, what can i say. i see you almost everyday, i wonder how im ever gonna go a day without your singing ringing in my head, haha. laugh together, cry together. lovelovelove you.

omgomgomg, i gotta meet paul one of these days and cook him macandcheese. haha.

okay so i feel like going on a rollercoaster ride with my eyes closed.
or bungee jumping off the highest cliff.
anyone wanna join me ?

toodles noodles.

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