& we just keep pretending.
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We're the weird people who webcam with each other when we're just 4 metres away. ( She was in the living room and I was in the bedroom. -.-" )

click on this.
It made sense to me.

Sweetdreams people.

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Choices, and Consequences.
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On Sunday, at town with Mama and Kakak. (:
And ohh. I got a new phone. Happy giler seh. Hahaha.


English papers on Monday, today was combined sciences, which was total crap I don't even wanna talk about it. Haha the pic above is Shaun with cool hair. Lol. Okay. I am super aiming to only fail one subject. Yes.
Yes I can.
Yes I will.
Yes I must.
...
And what am I doing here ?
Gosh !
Haha. I love school. I miss going out every other day. I miss sleeping at Siti's house. I miss the super windy nights walking with her at Sengkang. I miss gossipping with Faatin. I miss watching movies at cinemas. I miss dinner outside everyday. I miss lying down and watching a movie while you twirl my hair and I know both of us aren't concentrating on the movie either. I miss reading while pooping. I miss sleeping late. I miss laughing till it hurts. I miss smoking in my room. I miss wearing tank tops and spaghettis. ( HAHA who ask me to be fat ). I miss going for breakfast with Faatin. I miss Comat. I miss eating hip hop jelly at Tenaga with Aliouss. I miss going to the beach with Rikh. I miss the carefree days. I miss popping up at Fad's place. I miss going to Lenny's house and watch music videos with her and Fad. I miss Paul buying me a whole tub of Ben & Jerry's. I miss hearing Rikh's laugh. I miss having the home empty.
I want to score for my 'O' levels.
Goodbye people.

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In your eyes, I'd like to stay.
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Yes, obviously, been so mega busy. School's the major, studying, homework, making relationships work, juggling family time, being there for every single loved one. I wonder how I could be so free last time. Haha. Well, I am deprived from going out, I miss being carefree, really, but I got no choice, so I'm taking things as they come.














To all my lovergirls and boys, cheer up okay. We mustn't sacrifice the good times for all the bad times. I'm always just a call away, if you ever need someone. Love you. (!)
Takecare people, sweetdreams. (:

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still here.
Hey world.

2nd post of the day. Went to clinic just now, all she did was give some a whole load of pills, and claimed it wasn't ripe enough to poke yet. Ironically, when I was about to start on my math homework once I reached home, I hit it against the foolscap and then when I checked it, it popped and oozed out a mixture of puss and blood and whatever. So much for 'antibiotics and anti-swelling pills'. -.-" rip off !

So anyway. Finally Rikh reappeared himself. I miss him terribly and hopefully tomorrow I get to see his botak head after school. Yippee. No matter what, no matter how angry I may get, or how upset I may seem, at the end of every minute, every hour, of everyday, you know I love you Zurikh.

Sweetest dreams lovers.

Absence strengthens love, Presence sharpens it.

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siti ; remedy.
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Home from Siti's place around 5.30, dinner, television, started reading 'Change of Heart' by Jodi Picoult, Siti lent me, so haha in a way thanks Sarah. And yes Julia please don't forget, I want Breaking Dawn. Heee. And haha. Weirdly enough, I am excited to get started this year. -.-"

Oh don't worry about me, I got used to it.

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Thinking of you.
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Sunday, woke up early, as always. Showered, helped Mama and Bibik cook here and there, then accompanied papa to send kakak and lynn to work. Home soon after, and East Coast Park in the late afternoon. Finally.

Funny how I wished you were here.

School tomorrow, thank God. I need to get my mind off things. And I miss my babes. I should probably get to sleep soon, in case I can't wake up tomorrow, but heck. Haha. Ask me why I'm still awake ?

Easy. Waiting for you.

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