Let Loose.
Hey world.

Damn, I think I've had a rather memorable weekend. Fiday night was fine, and on Saturday morning had d&t till noon. Done with that, headed home and then to Downtown East McCafe to study with Karen and Dee. Haha, did physics and we went to Nebo and played Monopoly like cute kids. Fun okay ! Hehe. Then home, then met Paul at Tampines Mall and had Pastamania dinner, yippee. Soon after, home sweet home.

Then around 11, kakak came back and we cabbed down to Plaza Park Royal Hotel and took over for the complimentary stay, courtesy of the Dad. Muahahahahahahahahahhahaha. First, we chilled and yes oh did I mention in. While in the cab he appeared again. And just for the record.

I'm back in the game.

Okay back to where we were. Waited for Kakak's friend and we went to have supper at Arab St. then hang around Bugis, then the dudes came, like finally. So we checked back in and after buying ciggs, some random snacks and bottlessss, and drank and drank and had fun. Haha, I know I was perfectly sober, but they didn't believe me although I was answering all the trivia questions accurately sia. Hahaha !

So tequila shots, down one two three four five six seven hahaha how could I keep track. Around 6am I got lazy and just plopped. So. Let's see. 5 people in 1 king sized bed, me + kakak + Acik + Elfi + Faiz = hahahaahaha funny shit. They were making fucking a lot of noise, I'm not sure ah but Acik and Faiz's voices were like buzzing in my ear and all spill crap hahaha. Weirdos ! Okay. And just for the record eh all of you, I could bloody hear EVERYTHING you people were saying ! Mak kau, watch out ah ! Hahah. Kay so in betwen naps and slaps and smokes and more slaps and all was cleared by 7am.

Showered and cleaned up and fell into a deep sleeeeeeep.. Well not me that is, I was awake and only dozed for 2 hours, hehe. I woke up and went for a swim. Haha, the water was fine and I think I did 7 laps. Gosh. So then I showered again, and this time then I catched up on sleep. All the way till 11am, got dressed and met Dad. Passed me some ka-ching and he went off for work again. So eventually the sleeping beauty woke up and we had a late breakfast at Arab St.

So we checked out by 2pm, and went shopping at Haji Lane. Garage sale ! Haha. So bla bla bla, Dad fetched soon after, and the whole family went for lunch and all the jalan-jalan. Eventually, home sweet home, and I knocked out. Hahahaha.

Kay. I had a blast. I don't want to attend school on Youth Day, bloody hell. -.-"
And yes. and yes yes yes yes yes.

Thanks for coming home, I missed you. I hope after all this time, my endless wait might come to and end. <3

With lots and lots and lots of loveeee.
xoxoxo

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Desire, for the things we can never have.
Hey world. Random.






Remember this one ? I had a dream just now. But this time, it was more of a memory, a recollection. And it felt nice to remember it, in a strange way of longing.

I remembered, being in a place, a comfortable and extremely familiar place. Just laying down, surrounded by the comforts of uncountable pillows, cigarette in hand, air conditioning making my toes cold, but seeking refuge under the pillows. The vague scent of after-tobacco. The feeling of pure relaxation ; like it seemed that everything else could wait.

But well. I woke up so. Today is an utterly boring day, I've noticed. I finally finished all the four books of the Twilight saga, and now I can move on to reading the Dark Legend series, and not forgetting to finish my literature text. Okay, I miss my babyboy, no matter how hard I try not to. Sheesh. Sweetdreams people.

Can we bring yesterday back around,
Cause I know how I feel
About you now.

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just plain tired.
hey world.

phone line and internet connection is back ! rejoice ! haha. okay so today. woke up and showered, headed to school for the life-science symposium thingy and also cause i was gonna do d&t. met siti, she took care of her stall while i did d&t with keefe and ruzana. karen joined us too. talktalk, laugh at keefe's funny choice of vocaulary. [x

home, slumer party at siti's house rejected by parents, tunjok perangai at home and went out again. made plans with siti. meet fyzie at sengkang. at 4.30+ met siti, both of us headed to marina, met mira and tinah. fireworksssss. sing out loud for crowds of passers-by to hear. haha. weather was so emo, rained and drizzled here and there. haha.

pictures. in no particular order. (:







so okay. i had fun today i guess. reeally. wooo ! haha.
i wonder what tomorrow brings.

with loveeee ; goodnight fellow readers. [:
blatant-truths.

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hellooo world.
oke excuse me, i'm still beaming from reading my tagboard. :DDDD
okay ! enuf ! this is gonna be real quick, i gotta finish english project. -.-"""
oke just came back from white sands meet karen! (: and ate at mcdonalds. whee. chatchatchat and chat take pics and then go home take three. (:
pics !
i like this oneee. :D
haha.
LOL !
okay thats all folks. keep tagging ! (((:

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i know it doesnt solve situations,
or make me feel better,

but i just like the way the pain feels.

**& thanks to you. (:

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thanks for being there arepp & of course ke gin too.
and listening to my crap tadi.
good to know there's someone more to count on.
((:

&amp;& nak main 20 questions agaaaaaiin !
:D

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hello world.

yes, screw today's date.
anywayyy. yesterday after dinner me and mum sempat go tm and shop jap. ahahaa :D and then went home, read my book, and slowly dozed off to sleep.

woke up a little off time today and so dad sent me to school. iqah didnt go school, she's stuck with a fever. damn. i want that mc. lol. oke. school today normal lah. and yeah thanks karen. (: && my results suck. i'm getting real sick of skool. *damn.

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !! tadi during recess this male cleaner dude fell lying to the floor and laughed to himself and suddenly scratched his goddamn dick sial. in the canteen some more ! HA HA HA HA i couldnt stop laughing. and more, his eyes were closed ! omg. gotta be mental one. ahaa :DDD but seriously grosssss. i think some people were mentally scarred for life. eeeewwwww. :X

and after skool went to bbt tea with ruzana, and have a drink, chat with diyana, and then go home. depressing sial. lol. -.-"

oke thats all toodles peeps.


& did you even remember?

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okay ignore the previous post.

hello world !

here's the results that i have gotten back so far.
(frucking lousy keep your mouth shut. tyvm !)
h.mly ; 34.5/50
math ; 13/40
science ; 31/50 ):

okay. enough of sad things that bother me. anywayyyy, last. err, saturday, at night mum, dad and nana went somewhere so i follwed iqah go meet jam and paul dwnstairs. ahaa.



so then after jokes, songs, sarcasm, and more songs we went home. (: and i read my book and slept. i tell you man the book 'catch' by will leitch rocks to the core okay.

alright so then on sunday was farkingly stupid and crappy. mum and dad were just dumbfruck. i'll leave them to it. (: so i spent the day crapping and reading. (: then i talked to yew heng, text paul, read my book then slept. (:

today school was fine. and then actually i was gonna meet paul budden he said (__i cant rmb. haha) and so i bumped into lenny and fad. lenny had detention so meanwhile me and fad slacked at her class then went to 4g to play the guitar ! okay fine, oops. (: and so that was it, after that fad and lenny went to her hse and i didnt follow so i went straight home and used the comp. and i saw ke gin's comment. whee. (((((((((:

okay till next times people. toodles. :]

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oh god.
lets's try to analyse this situation. i realise i dont wanna be attached to someone constantly right now, i see so manypeople around me so content and i feel, jealous? i meanim good enuf iving a life of lying to myself abt how i feel. but i mean, does this make me a cold-hearted bitch after all the promises i've made? damn. and is it wrong to feel this way? damn it, i knew things would turn outthis way. its all my fault. but you dont know. im deceiving myself. HELP !

))))))))))))): i guess im not cut out for this just yet. fuck it.

so much for thinking things were looking up.
IM SORRY if you read this. really, i am.

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save me from me ;

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hey world.

yesterday went to meet mum with iqah and nana at kembangan. then nana went with mum and me and iqah went to bugis. jam couldnt make it. ): j was working. ): AND, his phone was lost/stolen/whatever so it was just me, iqah and elfi. )): there wasnt any nice movies or any nice timings so we didnt catch one.

and i ended buying a top. as usual i feel hideous but ohwell. what to do. and so we came home arnd 10.20? 0.o and by then i was poofed. xP

well today me and iqah ha dto meet dad at furama hotel to pass him his atm card and we ended up following him work. ahaa. so then we had to follow him to mustafa and searched for a posb atm. -.-" and j said that we were like on the amazing race. in india. -.-"" pfffft. hahahahah :D

so then dad had to go ?? so me nad iqah walked around mustafa center like homeless women. -.- and then eventually we hitched a ride when papa came back and went home. haha. and now im poofed.

till next time, toodles peeps.

and j, get back your phone soon lah please ! grr.

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