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Love Like This.
Hey world.
Yeah yeah, I know this would be excruciatingly cliche by now, what more with so many people putting this tune as their blogsong and all, but really. I just admire the lyrics. Like. I know what it means. And how it feels. So, yeah. This one's for you baby. You know I always sing this to you. (: I never thought I'd be in love like this ; When I look at you my mind goes on a trip. Then you came in, and knocked me on my face. Feels like in I'm a race, But I already won first place. I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. You got me thinkin' bout our life, our house and kids. Every mornin' I look at you and smile, 'Cause boy you came around, and you knocked me down, Knocked me down. Sometimes love comes around, And it knocks you down. Just get back up, When it knocks you down. So you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad ; So will you bring a better future than I had in the past ? Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did, I don't wanna fall back on my face again. I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call. And if it hits, better make it worth the fall. - Knock You Down ; Keri Hilson ft. Ne-yo & Kanye West. So okay. That's all. Other than that, all I gotta say is .. ; Be strong love. I know you'll pull through this. I can't say much since it's really something too personal. But whatever it is, please know that I'll always be here. Love you babyboy. Kay ! Done. Got 2nd round of CAs coming up and 2 weeks away from mid-years. Jiggy-oh-yo ! Must chiong. And yes. I must say this to make myself happy. - I have ( finally ) started on my artefact for D&T. =D Nyaaaha. So yeah. That's all. Sweetest ( sugar-chocolate covered-caramel dipped-coloured sprinkles-with MnMs on top ) dreams. (: Labels: oh boy.
Spill.
Hey world !
Hmm let's see. Bad start to the morning, got back some results, disappointed with some. But anyway. After school with Karen, and met my gayboy after that. We ate cup noodles together and talked and talked. I love him. Shit. Ahahahahaha okay moving on. After that home, then out to Tampines Mall with Kakak, met Mama and went shopping ! Got new top, pants, pump shoes, and slippers. I'm a happy girl ! (: Then, MacD's with private blog.  Shazanaaa. (: When you lose something, another is gained. Well I don't really know what I lost to gain you, but I pray that you'll never go. Thanks baby, love you. Oke, sweetest dreams ! Labels: oh boy.
Counting, still counting.
Hey world.
   Karen Karen I'm sorry I couldn't meet you just now and I miss you. There was a pink and orange sky yesterday, in the evening. The colour combination reminds me of someone I love. Had dessert at coffee club yesterday. I met my gayboy for only 25 minutes just now. And I have officially gotten hooked on Pet Society, blame Shuffy ! Grr. And I haven't done so much homework. Rikh's gonna nag at me. Haha. Anyway. Gonna shower my pet now. Haha ! And I'm trying to find a nice lanyard, but I can't seem to find a spark with any. Haha, okay. Takecare people. (: Labels: oh boy.
Change of Heart.
Hey world ! As always, something triggered a random update.
 Mummyyyyy. ♥ Despite the nagging and the pillowfights.
Kay so. Ahh random pictures. Class gathering at form teacher's mega-cool house.      ♥ Lubna.  ♥ Ameerul. And so, life has been pretty hectic, but I am grateful for each passing day that I live to see the warm people surrounding me. And to Lenny my love, please cheer up. I know you're going through a lot. But please, if in any way I can help to ease your load, I'd be more than willing to help. To other future doucshebags who are about to ruin my girlfriends' lives, ya'll better expect one smacking kiss from me. As for Zurikh, I'm forever missing you, love. And yes, happy fourth month. ♥  ♥♥♥As for you, you know who you are. Deeply missed, I'm sorry it's like this. Sweetest sugar dreams readers. Labels: oh boy.
Baby, it's you.
Love ;
 I'd take every one of your words and trust that you will live up to your promises. Because I can't believe how dumb I was to even think that I could go on without you, right now. So here I am again, ready risk it again. I pray that this will all be worth it. Just don't look back in anger. I'm in love with you, only you, always you. More than you ever know. (: And to the friends who'd kept me sane, I owe you guys, love ya'll.<33333> Okay, goodnight and sweetdreams people. It's been a long day. But wait .. Happy 3rd Monthsary Babyboy. (: Labels: oh boy.
outsider.
Hey world.
 Sorry for the lack of updates, been busy. Since I decided to take school seriously ( haha ), I realise that it is so bloody mentally and physically draining at the end of each day. Lol. So. After school on Wednesday, dropped by Rikh's house before going Nyai's house. Ate at Nyai's house, take cookies ! haha then go home. Haha. Evening, went to study with Rikh, Khalil and Kiwi, and Siti joined us. Laugh here and there, finished my work. Went back home with Siti, kakak and her friends were over to celebrate Shikin's birthday. So, Happy Birthday Kynn ! May you be happy always, stay gorgeous yeah. (: On Thursday today, woke up too early by accident, as a result went back to sleep and turned out to be later than I had planned to be. Bodoh. So cut the crap, school was okay, soccer was fun, chemistry test was noob-like, and d&t after school was fine. After school went with Karen, drank bubble tea, fag break, and had a story-telling session. Karen my bebeh, I am so grateful that I have you to lean on, and please know that I will always be right here whenever you need someone. Like you know, I trust you and I know that secrets remain secrets. ; With love. (: And so, after d&t, around 6plus I think, Mama called and since they were on the way home, Papa fetched me from school. Gemok yo. So, went home, showered, ate for 6 minutes, then rushed out, walked to th usual place and met the rest, study. Bby came dwn later though. Anyway. Did my stuffs, laugh, ate TamTam and walked back home soon after. Don't think too much baby, you'll tire yourself out one day. One at a time, the rest is just bull. Okay ? Love you Zooreeek. :D (V) So okay. That's it for now. Going to sleep soon, want to be extra mega early for school. Nerd mah. Hahaha. I'll end with a intellectual quote. Muahahaha. (: " You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view, - until you climb into his skin and walk around in it. " -To Kill A Mockingbird, chapter three. That would be all. Sweetdreams lovers. Too many that's missed, too little time. Labels: oh boy.
to you, baby.
Listen up.
  Muhammad Zurikh, I love you and only you. My knight in shining armour, my personal ray of sun in a snowstorm, my Edward and Jacob rolled into one, my light when darkness falls, my support system, the one I think of before I go to sleep, the first one I dial when I open my eyes. You make me feel alive, on top of the world. You complete me, and it's no cliche. The reason I hold on, the reason I'm trying. Everytime I look into your eyes, I try to comprehend, through the film of tears blinding me, the surreal fact that this amazing person, was mine. Labels: oh boy.
promises.
I just told myself I will not fall in love again. But he just came around and yeah he made me understand, That I have never really been in love before. Labels: oh boy.
you and i.
Hey world.
 Yesterday in the late afternoon, got out to meet baby. Grr. Its so hard to stay the least bit angry with him, cause he always somehow .. manages to. Well, make me happy and smile again. Haha. Grr. Anyway moving on. (: At night went to Nyai's house with family. I joined in the 'masak-masak' game. Wahahaha. Anyway. Went home later on, then showered, watched a lil tv, then sleep. Today woke up early, dad drove me to school cause I left some papers in class, after that had breakfast with Mama and Papa at Changi Village. Home now.   This year would mean many sacrifices. Gosh. Anyway. I'm bored. Outta here, toodles. Labels: oh boy.
bring it on.
Hey world. Firstly, sorry for the short hiatus without notice. I'll let the pictures talk.
                    Phew. So okay, the pictures are in chronological order, and let me summarize my past week. (: Came back to Singapore on Saturday evening, fetched by family and the whole clan had dinner at Simpang Bedok, so got back home late, showered, exhausted, talked to Siti dearest, then texted bby before falling into a deep slumber. On Sunday, couldn't get out, so stayed at home, yes, I hibernated. Pathetic. Whateverrrr. On Monday, mama and papa took the day off so we went out. Went to Queensway to get school shoes. The nike, adidas, and reebok ones no more size ( bloody!@#$ ) so I got converse sneaks instead. Texted Siti, turns out COINCIDENCE SIAAA, same. xD So anyway. After that headed to Tanglin, then home soon after. On Tuesday, woke up early, tuition, then got out, met Siti sayangku at Vivo, on the way saw many friends. Bumped into Sabrina♥ ! Hahaha. Anyway. Usuals, rooftop-ed with Siti, talked, and left ut she insisted to stay, so yeah. On the way back bumped into Natasha♥ and talked and laughed with her all the way until she got off at Simei. Met Rikh ( finally ) after that. And soon after, home. On Wednesday, woke up early, accompanied Nyai ♥♥ to the clinic at Bedok. Had breakfast nearby, then walked to Bedok interchange, bought her stuff, then went back home. Mama and papa got half the day off ( new year's eve ) so they were home. -.-" I dislike the occasions when they are, I wonder why. Anyway. In the late afternoon got out for a while to meet Rikh baby. Hopped from place to place, he met his friends, eventually I went home. (: House was empty, so I took a long bath, did everything in slow motion until family came home. Watched tv, did stuff, cooked mac and cheese for nana and me, then ate, then lay down on the bed while listening to bibik telling me stories about stuff. Haha. Talked to B on the phone, blablala, here I am. Yet another year countdown-ing at home. Haha. Well, come to think of it, I'd rather. Oh well. So here comes 2009. Grateful to God that I've made it to another year, hopefully it'll be one full of joy, happiness, laughter, with an equal balance of hard work, and the inevitable downs of life. Honestly time's passing by ever so quickly it seems, especially when you don't stop to notice it. Seems like just yesterday it was January of 08. -.-" So I guess it's finally time for O levels. Gosh am I nervous. Haha. So yeah. Truth be told, I am very much looking forward to a year with more happiness, understanding between loved ones, a lot and a lot of studying ): , a lot of lectures, a lot of homework, to save more money, to lose the fats, to be strong no matter what, and of course, to stay in love. (: Happy New Year to all. Sweetdreams, tooldes noodles. (: ♥♥♥
tears.
I'm sorry for everything. I think I'm in love with you, too damn much. Sorry again. And thanks, in the deepest meaning it ever carried.
take me away.
Hey World.
I am confined to these four walls ( kay fine not exactly four ) of my house thanks to something called mama and papa. Here's what I did today ; wake up from sleep, ate breakfast, watched tv, did math, watched tv, ate again, drink bubble tea, watched dvd, take pics, experiment new makeup, rot, decompose, think of Rikh, wish I was out with my friends, did more math .. and yeah that's basically it. Pity me, thanks.     Kay so I watched 'Oh Baby' the Indonesian flick, which was kinda cool. The guys in the show ganteng banget sihhhhh. (: 
Meet Randy Pangalila, wooooooh hot person. But sadly he was evil in the movie. But anyways ! No worries baby I'm still all gaga over you lah Rikh ! Hahahaha. Kay I'm bored now. I want to be kidnapped by my girlfriends. Or boyfriend. (: Toodles noodles readers, enjoy our lives while I decompose .. Labels: oh boy.
sexylove.
Hey world-ly creatures.
Today was good I guess. Woke up, watched tv, had breakfast, used the computer, then showered, got dressed. Had sort of an early lunch at home, then went out to meet my boyfriend downstairs and bus-ed to pasir ris. Saw ( kak ) Lyra :D and then Alon was in the bus too. So today you could say that I spent almost my whole day talking, joking around, making fun of, xoxoxo-ing, laughing at, laughing with, loving, talking some more, smoking, sharing stories, .. with my Rikh ! Heheheh. So the moral of the story was that, boys can lose to girls ( take that Rikh ) and that meditating is good for your soul, and .. I ♥ Zurikh. (: Anyway. Reached home before 7, showered, ate and stuff, then accompanied mama and papa to the clinic. Haha the flu bug is going around at home. First was ( fine ) me, then nana, then bibik, now mama and papa at the same time. It's just a matter of time for Iqah .. ( Muahahaha. ) So spent the rest of my night reading, watching LA ink, CSI, texting, reading some more, and using the computer. Hehe. Siti asked me out tomorrow but I doubt I can. I think I have been out too much, even though its not like going that far but like, every other day I'm going somewhere. Hmm. So yeah I kinda planned to stay home, ( before that buy bubble tea and cigs ) then plop down and do my tuition homework, write sec three math notes, and maybe transfer my geog notes too. Hmm. Okay studying officially scares me. It always has and always will. Yikes. (x Oh gosh yes, true. There's so many things I wanna do but it seems like there's too little time. I miss so many people ! I want to go and catch up with everyone of you ! This weekend going out with cousins, probably hitting Sentosa and also Clarke Quay to be flung into the air. Yeah, I'm finally going reverse bungee-ing yay yay yay yay yay ! :D And I want a cat. A fluffy fat cat who can accompany me when I get bored at home. Especially when Rikh falls asleep early .. -.-" Sweetest dreams readers. Tooldes noodleslios ! And get well soon Paul-ykins. ): Labels: oh boy.
sneeze sneeze.
Hey world.
It's 1.46 am in the morinng, I woke up and couldnt go back. My flu's slooowly going away, thank goodness. Anyway, apart from my previous post, I spent the rest of my Sunday reading, then I went to meet Rikh nearby. I wonder how we both could be sick at the same time when I didnt even meet him for almost four days seh. -.-" So anyway, just chilled, talked, smoked, sneezed, ( haha ), laughed. And hahaha B can't ke-ro his eyes properly ! Or maybe he was just trying to be funny. I mean, mine's obviously super cross-eyed, so he can't beat me. Lol. Anwyay later on, his friends came down. I walked home once mama texted me. Here's some dumb pics. (x    HAHA rabak per muke. I told you ! xD Anyway, sat at home, ate, watched tv, at night went to meet iqah at tm for a while, then home, watched Cheetah Girls One World, goshh I wonder why we didnt go to that part of India, it seems so beautiful. But whatever, I'll travel the world someday. Someday .. . Sweetest dreams readers, toodles noodles. <3 |
Nana. ♥ Despite the blurrness and the annoyance imposed. 
