will you stay this time ?

Hey world.

I was about to post a long one, a rather mushy one in fact, but then after like a long time typing, I decided to delete it all off. Cause sometimes, especially at times like these, it's never right to let your heart out. Cause there's always those one or two people who'll comment and trash whetever you say. Regardless whether what you meant was of good nature or not. So .. yeah. Sometimes. I give up on society. Haha ! What the hell am I saying man. And according to him, he claims that I cannot live without society for even an hour. -.-" I've yet to prove him wrong. cause one day I'd be happy to fly off to the Bermuda Triangle or something man. Seriously !

Okay so. School and my timetable's been pretty hectic. Tuition twice a week now, and I just get such a wonderful loving load of homework. (:
Which always leaves me so exhausted at the end of each day. I hate myself cause these days I deliberately try to come to school late, or taking my own sweet time to shower and get dressed, because I swear I don't really bother even stepping in school grounds. It's just so so so so so so so so so so so so so dreadful.

Luckily, I got Sabiney with me. And if there's one thing I look forward to in the day, is the time I spend laughing with her, and of course. The time I spend on the phone with anonymous all the way till we fall asleep. .. Until the next day, the same old routine.

And shit. It's been a long time since I ran. I kinda miss punching him ! And getting Ribena after our run because he keeps coins in his shoes. Cool kan. Hahahaha.

And I miss watching online movies ! While lying down and smoking then listening to him nagging not to smoke until the filter, then laugh luagh cos I slam the bantal busuk in his face. Haha.

And I miss randomly crashing your place. While you complain and then I tell you what to do. Then in the end getting teased. Haha. Then she'll trade food with me and her mummy will take my strawberry milk tea and say ' mmm sedapnyeeeee '. Ahh I miss her.

And then I also miss playing the swings after school, those were the days I don't reach home at 7pm man, gosh. Oh. And complaing to my mummy that there was a flasher at the opposite void deck, and. I miss listening to you laughing when I say ' where's my H.P. ?! ' hahaha or or and laughing at the way you will ask me so nicely because you're lazy to cook the pasta yourself. Haha !

And then. Hmm let's see. I miss waking up extra early just so that papa will send me to school and I can meet her to have breakfast together then we'd just talk the whole morning and even skip the first two lessons and creep back in school afterwards. Haha. And then reading your blog and smiling when you'd say you actually miss me and and and when I'd call you and we'd talk for hours and also those random moments when I'd come over to your place and we'd watch Twilight online and you'd get mad with your little brother when he's just so cute. Gosh.

There's just so many.


It's true.
People come and go.





And before I leave. Just for the record, dearest ;
I do learn from whatever I've done, been through, said, heard, been told, and thought I was doing.
And also, I'd love to say "I told you so,", but then it wouldn't be worth it.



So.
With lots and lots of love.
xoxoxo

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Isolation.

Hey world.

School's officially a dread. Especially recess time.. Sigh. As of today, it's 4 more months left to the first written paper for O levels.

...

And I just want to get it over and done with.

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further and further apart, and finally ; gone.

Hey world.


Yeah, those were pictures taken on Saturday, me and Mairah. (:
Alright ! So. I am like. 80% done with my artefact, the only stuff on hold is my doors, and fixing the inside bits and. Okay what for, nobody'll get it anyway. Haha. Moving on.

On Monday, school as usual, after school home sweet home. Tuesday, clubbing plans were cancelled, so instead, I got treated to Tranformers sneak preview by Helmi. He's only being nice because he felt guilty for forgetting my birthday. Muahahaha. And oh, the movie was awesome. Die Decepticons, die ! (x

Today, was good, I think mostly due to the weather, it's superb today. Slight drizzles, cool breezes, ahhh. The only turn off ? I had to spend the day in school, plus, I had tuition in the evening. -.-" Haha. Oh, these were taken today. Ruzana is mean for knocking the measuring tape in my nose. And oh, cup noodles with Shurziepooh for lunch was relieving. <3

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